4th of July

Behind every kiss I feel your hopes and dreams
And aspirations of the type of man you want to be.
What we create is our own fireworks show;
Exploding with noises, sensations, touches, and afterglows.
Theatrics and elements of our passion light up the night sky.
You and I, defy all dimensions of life.

 I feel the moisture of your lips embedded in the corners of my mind.
Those lips that trace road maps all over my body are simply divine.
My juices are flowing, as the passion is exploding.
My body quivers when I feel you growing inside of me.
I can’t speak, just thirst for more.
Pulling you in deeper to reach the walls of my shore.

 Raw and passionate; intense and magnetic.
Time blurs between visions of skin pressed tightly together.
Bed sheets spread about wherever.
Yet every time you beckon me near
I come; I come and find ecstasy there.
And time and space just disappear.

 Throbbing; I’m ready to burst into color.
I squeeze tight and find that together
We’ve discovered forever.
Laying nude in complete adoration and ecstasy.
I’m exhausted; physically and mentally spent.

My New Obsession

My lips have found the greatest pleasure in you;
That’s why I can’t keep them off of your skin.
I can’t sit here and lie to your face
Knowing behind my eyes I’m visualizing
Ripping your clothes off right this very instant.

I crave the possibilities of you.
Whenever I’m close
I feel like a driver that’s lost control.
I’m drawn in by your ambiguity
And curiously enticed by your boyish charm.
Your eyes are inviting;
That smile is ever so teasing.
All the more reason to know how well you please…

Please tell me I invade your thoughts often,
If not briefly,
I don’t want to be the only one.
Did I make you feel as good as you felt to me?
Are my kisses sweet like honey?
Did you find pleasure in the center of my
Warm delight?

I delight myself in those daydreams
That lead me to reveries of you.
Faint glimpses of soft kisses –
Our silhouettes dancing in a darkened room.
I recognize the sliver of moonlight across your face
From the drawn curtains on my window;
Even darkness cannot mask your beauty.

I am completely aware of what this is;
Please make no mistake that because
I choose to treat you so good
I’ve somehow slipped into deeper feelings.
My enchantment comes purely from the sexual pleasure we’ve shared;
For the one night we shared together.
I would like to turn this into a recurrent pleasure….
For you are the object of my new obsession…

Saying What I Feel

I can’t understand why my heart is so deeply in love with you
I told myself our good-byes didn’t mean anything
And now I find myself sitting here crying
Lingering on the broken promise of a future that never was
And never will be.
Well, because you’re you and
I’m me.

How did I end up here?
Why can’t I simply hate you and move on?
You’ve nestled somewhere inside me
So deeply inside that to lose you
Feels like I’m losing a limb.
I can’t breathe.
I can’t think straight.
As the tears moisten the bitterness of my heart
I feel it softly bleeding for you.

How is it you got here?
How did u get the best of me?
How did I not see it coming?
How am I in love….again.

I tremble.
What if this good-bye means forever?
The better part of me wants to scream.
Kick and scream for you to not leave.
Not leave me like all the others before.
But my pride won’t let me.
So I blink those vulnerable tears away
And smile as I hug you one last time.
I try telling myself to let go. Let go.
But I’ve never felt more safe and secure than in your arms.

I said I’d never let you see me cry
But maybe I should.
Maybe I should go out on a limb
And open my heart.
Hell, it’s already broken
What more can hurt?
Rejection, that’s what could hurt.

I’m gonna release you to your future.
And keep the memories of us alive
In the music I listen to.
And reminisce on our kisses when I feel lonely.
And revel in the fact that we were everything we could ever be in our moment
And whether our love is fleeting or lasting
I know in my heart it was real.